Anxiety…

FTM, 24yo, currently 16+4, am having a really hard time with my anxiety this week. For some context I’m a NICU nurse so I’m already surrounded by the worst of the worst, and more recently, a nurse on my unit who is only 2 years older than me just had a fetal demise at 20 weeks with no known prenatal complications. My partner and I are in the process of buying our first home, and the stress of everything on top of my anxiety has just made me completely miserable and I have nobody to talk to. I’m no contact with both of my parents, and my sister just had her first child but is much younger than me and is not someone I feel is appropriate to talk to about these issues. My partner is completely consumed with the house buying situation and I just feel alone and sad I guess. Sorry for the rant but I just needed to get that off my chest.