Oct 7th (Tue) 2025 - Third day after finally messaging Alyssa

The first day (Sun)I felt strong emotions of pain and longing of her.

Yesterday (Mon) I couldnt focus on work and barely did anything. I was partially burned out from work too anyway.

At evening (Mon) I went to walk around malls after work while having my protein milk and to do some cardio. I still couldnt focus during that time and constantly replayed her in my mind.

Today morning (Tue) was the same. I went out to have my favorite breakfast but it never felt the same. I started work and did a few tasks at least, and even stopped listening to any music but the longing was still there.

Trying to detach myself from her is so much harder than I thought.