How to get over from not being a doctor

I gave neet in 2020. Didnt score well, gave again after a drop year. Still didnt score well. Being a doctor was always my plan as everyone in my family is a doctor. I completed my bsc. Giving cat this year. Still when i look at my friends completing their degree as a doctor or and eng i feel so less about myself. I feel like what have i done. I went into depression during my drop year also severe anxiety problems had started at that time. I kinda feel like everyone around me have become what they wanted to be. And here i am, did nothing