During a very depressed episode, an eye came to me? Deity help.

I had a very difficult summer. I’m in the final months of my masters degree to become a therapist, I’m in the process of settling my fathers estate with my toxic af family and his money-driven girlfriend, and I was suppose to move to my forever home but there has been delay after delay. It all came to a head one week a few months ago where I was the most depressed I’ve been as an adult without it being associated with grief (my dad isn’t the only family member I’ve lost). I was so disappointed and couldn’t stop crying for about 5 days. I wanted to do some self care so I smoked some weed and got in the shower and I was tripping hard. I smoke fairly often so this was an unusual reaction. And in my shower I was seeing colors as the water poured on me and in that I saw a female eye look at me and at that moment I knew I was struggling so much because I was so focused on things outside my life path. She had olive skin and I believe the eye was brown with dark lashes which is similar to my own complexion and coloring. I almost instantly felt better because I knew no matter what, if I follow my path I’ll be okay. I almost want to say it was like the eye of judgement looking at me but it wasn’t mean. It was almost like you’re not focusing on what will bring you peace. My work as a therapist and being generous and giving with the resources I have. Turn away from greed. And then left.

Since then things have gotten better for me. I am curious if anyone has any idea of what kind of deity or spirit that experience would be associated with? I’d like to make some offerings to her because I am so grateful for this shift in my life.