Having an offline meeting with my colleagues

...and the last time they saw me was about eight months ago when I was 15kg (33lbs) lighter.

I had my medications changed. I'm on two tricyclic antidepressants and one antipsychotic. My weight blew UP, my energy dwindled down to almost nothing and I am not sure I am ready to face people in real life. I got bigger clothes. Baggy clothes. I huddle and hide as much as I can, and I am absolutely not prepared 🥲