hot guys 😔

This isn't a long vent but i fuckin hate the hold hot guys have over me i hate that i wasn't born on their level and how we're so different on the outside Do you guys ever think about how good you and one would get along but the only thing stopping that from happening is your looks bro...that shit sucks i know most of the time i just like the idea of them but that idea of them i have would be so possible if i was on their level and i know this is a "non issue" compared to everything else posted on here but it messes with my day to day life because its all i can think about i refuse to leave the house unless i have to because its so embarrassing for me