[TW: CNC] I felt quite weak the other day 19F

I received a lot of very vile dms. Some sent me unsolicited dick pics, others called me really awful terms and slurs, another sent me very degrading porn of other feminists, and another kept threatening to sexually assault me.

Usually I have no problem fending off all these comments. I just stay true to my beliefs and hold steadfast against anything they send at me. But this time something about all of this got to me, and I felt powerless to stop them and hurt, and I just kept asking them to stop yet they didn't.

Thankfully I've recovered since, but I'm really concerned I had that sort of reaction. I'm not even sure why I'm posting about this here but it feels like I have nowhere else to turn to.