My boyfriend of 2 years SA’d me. What should I do?

Update: firstly I wanted to say I greatly appreciate all of the support I have received on here. I wanted to let everyone know that I am hours away from him in another city with my family. So much happened since I made my last post. I broke up with him one day, then the next day he told his best friend that we broke up and why, not using the word rape but literally describing it. A girl would clock it. His friend hears this and offers a promotion and a house. Days before I was working for and with his friend in his boba shop and he literally genuinely asked me when my bf wasn’t around, in his own words “since I’m a guy idk how he treats girls in private. Does he treat you well?.” Now he hears I’ve been raped and is covering it up. Crazy. It was then I knew I was right to lie to him even in private. I told everyone what they were doing, my ex found out and that was the first day he ever put his hands on me. He then kicked me out. When he thought only I would ever know, he admitted he was a monster for what he did to me, but the second he realized he would face at least social consequences, suddenly it was an accident, he didn’t mean it, I took my pants off willingly. Yes he actually said that to me. I stayed with friends there for a few days until my family came and got me. I’ve been back home with my family for about a month now. I’m starting therapy soon. I wanted to let everyone know the craziness and also that now I am removed and safe. Thank you again for all of the kind messages. I will get through this. I haven’t given in to the self harm thoughts at all. I’m really proud of myself. Thank you again everyone🩵