Failed transfer

Hi everyone, I just need to share where I’m at because my head is spinning.

I had a PGT-A tested euploid day 5 embryo 5AB on October 4th. This was a modified natural cycle with a trigger (Ovitrelle) on Sept 29. With my previous FET 2.5 , I did a fully medicated FET and it worked, so I thought maybe this time would too but I agreed to a modified cycle. • 4dpt: I saw very faint shadows, but knew it could still be leftover trigger. • 5dpt: Still faint lines, sometimes darker, sometimes lighter. I did Beta and it was 2.6 • 6dpt (today): Completely blank test. It feels like the trigger has faded out and nothing is left.

My clinic wants me to keep taking medication until beta on Oct 14, but I’m honestly exhausted and heartbroken. I wish I could just stop the meds now, but part of me worries about giving up too early.

I’m trying to hold onto the idea of late implantation, but realistically I feel like this cycle didn’t work. I’m grieving already, and also second-guessing everything - maybe I should have pushed for a fully medicated FET like last time.

Has anyone had a similar experience with faint shadows that disappeared and then still gone on to have a positive? Or should I prepare myself that this is truly a negative?

I am 44 and 2 euploid left both day 6 and 5CB and 5BC.

Thanks for reading. Just needed to let it out…