Zoloft

Hey all I was prescribed Zoloft on Wednesday picked it up on Thursday, two doses in and I feel AWFUL. I’ve been suffering from dissociation and anxiety so I was prescribed it and last night I was awake from 11-6 am had to call out of work today when I’m not in a good position to call out of work right now. I feel like I’m high when I take it I feel completely restless and zoned out, zombified. The hours and hours of the first two doses I took were literal hell. I haven’t had a panic attack in a month but I had a terrible panic attack last night in response to taking it. I also feel way more dissociated in all the hours since taking it when my psychiatrist told me it would help. Any advice on what to do? I might just not take it and seek help in some other regard I can’t afford to feel even worse on this medication than I do completely sober because I’m afraid I can’t show up to work and I’ll lose my job.