Looking, finding, random thoughts… No idea what to put here.

I’m a fan of being single. Y’all know it. No need to explain.

My wife died 7 years ago. m33 f30. At the time.

I shut down for months. Ha. Like, tried figuring out how to get, fuck I can’t find the word, get …. Fuck, institutionalized. Not that word or sense but something like it.

Thought how could I get others to look out for my vitals while I just fuck off inside my head. It sounded so serene.