After 4 months I smoked yesterday but I’m stopping again

I smoked because I thought “why not?” Had a few puffs with my brother. I was high for hours, cleaning in a haze. It wasn’t as fun as I remember, i was honestly disappointed.

So, I have some left but I’m gonna wait or give it away. I can’t believe I used to do that everyday! It wasn’t as fun as it used to be, and I don’t know why. I was in a good mood beforehand

It motivated me to clean, get stuff done but was so exhausted afterwards. Mentally.