This is a bit of a ramble, 24M

I want someone to suck my dick while my bladder fills to the brim. I wanna see how long I can hold it and if I can finish before finally peeing. I wanna see them swallow if I leak a little here and there which I probably will. I wanna fight the urge to pee while feeling them slide up and down my penis. But if I end up losing control, spraying a full bladder worth of piss down their throat and all over them, that'd be fine too. I like the thought of ruining someone's clothes with my pee. I wanna use someone as a urinal and watch their clothes darken as my pee soaks into them. I love desperation so the thought of taking a long, desperate piss on someone has me precuming in my pants as I write this lol. I wanna be peed on too. It'd be nice to make out with someone while they pee down my leg. I might even be willing to get on my knees and let them drench me. I hope I can find someone who's into all that one day. And don't worry about the taste/smell. If someone is willing to drink a full bladder from me, I would drink nothing but water before a drop ever touches their lips. They deserve better than smelly, yellow piss (unless they're into that)