Im finally ending it tonight for for real this time.

Im a incel at 28 years of age and still no ladies my circumstances are fucked my health is fucked I got MS, a failing liver, akathisia and Dystonia that won't go away after 5 years it is driving me mad and lost all my teeth and autism wont allow me to get dentures. I fucked myself so badly in my town that all the women are scared of or creeper out and people like are me creeper out or scared. Anyways im fucking done with this shit can't do it anymore. I have that calming feeling wash over me too that I know I can do it this time because things are that bad.