If a cock cums in the woods

I've been masturbating on camera with random strangers on sites like omegle and thundr for years and it's gotten to the point where I'm no longer really interested in masturbating unless someone (F) is watching. The thought of just masturbating to porn without being watched isn't alluring anymore. It's like that old conundrum: if a tree falls in the woods, does it make a sound? If no one is watching me jerk off, do I even cum? Any other exhibitionists out there feel the same way?