23[F4M] looking for like-minded individuals

Obviously a throwaway because I'm ashamed lol.

I'm not sure where else to turn with this. I have a huge anal fetish, to the point where I can't cum unless there's anal involved. The more extreme, the better. I don't care for the vanilla stuff.

Pretty sure I was always like this, but porn certainly didn't help. I wanna find guys with the same obsession to chat about it, because at this point I feel like I'll never find a man irl who gets me. I have no one to open up to about this, and I'm frankly just going nuts because I don't know what to do with all this sex drive.