18f need help

Hi,so im a 1st year student who has recently taken admission in bcom hons and planning to persue acca par mujhe toh graduation ka syllabus hi nhin smjh aarha i don't even know main padhna kese start karun yt pe achhe channel nhin milte, test mein chud gyi hun or toh aur friends bhi nhin bn paa rhe college jane ka mann nhin karta skills develop kese krun kuchh samjh hi nhin arha koi help krdo. Exams aane wale hain itna syllabus hai yeh sb kese krungi😭