in less than 24 hours i find out if im now a single mom or not.

i'll be 23 next month. been in a situationship for about a month now. my period is very late, but i kept waiting and hoping it would come ang day now since my cycles are irregular.... but i need piece of mind so im taking a freaking test tomorrow morning.

the guy is 27. works two jobs and goes to school. never wants kids or marriage. says he's going to walk away if im pregnant. i would really really really want to keep the (potential) baby....but i know its not the best option, and that sucks so bad. i have no secure job right now, been freelancing. no car. living with family, with minimal space. i have a good family, but no friends to support me. no bf. and no support from baby daddy whatsoever. baby wouldn't suffer, would be taken care of just fine, but id be drained. and probably miserable.

what the hell man...