Two more months

Im planning on killing myself in early December. I’ll buy a can of nitrogen I can asphyxiate myself with and if that doesn’t work I’ll take pills as well. I don’t want to live to experience getting rejected by every college and having to be a loser. Note to self, never get bullied in middle school because it’ll fuck up your freshman and sophomore year and no amount of comeback will make it worth it. Especially if you’re already a worthless lazy stupid piece of shit like me.