Anger toward my mom

She covered up the abuse. She forced me to live like nothing had ever happened. She acted like I was stupid and sensitive for not wanting to be around the person who assaulted me. She wouldn’t let me tell anyone. I couldn’t tell my story. I’m so angry at her. What made her think she had the right to put me through all of that? And pretend to the world that I was such a spoiled child who had everything? When all this horrible, traumatic stuff hid under the surface? What right did she have making me pretend everything was okay when I wanted to die all the time and it was her fault?