Im very insecure about my appearance, finally meeting him

I’m meeting my LDR talking stage for the first time in a week! Im super happy, but it gets clouded by one thing- I’m quite convinced that there’s no way he’s gonna like me irl.

Like… 90% sure there’s no chance. I’m willing to go for it for that 10%, and I could never tell him how deep my insecurity and anxiety runs. We video called and all, but I just still think it’s different somehow.

Meeting him is gonna be either a coming of my biggest fear, or the ultimate evidence of how big of a trick my mind can play on me. Please wish me luck! :,)

I would be very happy to hear about y’all’s experiences :)