Healing in isolation as I am unable to connect or even spend a minute of my time with male centred women. I live in India and here Women just are heavily male centric and dangerous.

I live in India and here mostly young women and women in Early thirties are heavily male centred.

I recently ended another Friendship with a woman who has come out of an abusive marriage like myself, She is 27. I thought I can provide her community and we both can heal through companionship, routine, discipline and Ambtion

I tried to get her join a distance and Online mode of degree course (Master's in English Literature) , which she did after some coercion from my side and seek a job.

However she only seeks every kind of fulfillment through other men , insulted me on many occasions in front of them to gain their attention. She only needed me as a nurse and a caretaker rather than a friend. There have been occasions when she has brushed off instances where her male friends have crossed boundaries with me.

She has a lot of internalised misogyny and is quite unpredictable and reactive herself. She has previously broken her I-Phone due to her anger issues, Only because some of her well wishers told her to sleep on time , take care of her health, Take her Divorce case seriously and seek fulfillment in herself; her career and goals rather than in men .

She relies on men for financial support too and doesn't have any stable job or work experience , she makes Reels and earn a little through her influencer profile but it's not much to sustain her lavish lifestyle.

Her parents have told her multiple times that she must join somewhere as an educator as she does have te required degree and proper education to get the job , but she criticises them as well. Every motn she has just gotten worse and worse.

She supports her physically abusive father and disregards her mother , saying that her father loved her more than her mother and hence she doesn't care much about her which is ironic as she herself is a survivor of domestic violence. She is somewhere even happy and thinks it's divine justice that her own mother is getting beaten by her father. Her mother showed her the bruises on her legs and she didn't even comfort her or even offer her shelter. That was very disturbing to me.

Her roommate a 19 year girl whom I interacted and commected with out of love is more influenced by her self destructive lifestyle ,male centeredness and diabolical confidence than me which is extremely sad. I tried to make this girl interact with female scholars, Mentors and doctors so the she could be inspired to read and be motivated towards her career. She used to come to me and share her experience with this same friend of mine but ultimately chose her , something that I understand. I have left them both to their own vices.

I have left the situation , walked away for my own mental peace and I am safe. I tried my best , but male centered women are pathologically sick. Lesson learnt.