I miss having sex

It’s 3am. It’s been two years after my breakup, and I haven’t dated again ever since. I just want to focus on myself and honestly, I just want to work on myself before I try dating again.

But these days have been tough. I miss the feeling of intimacy. I miss the feeling of satisfying my partner. I know I have no feelings for my ex anymore, but I’m at the point where I’m willing to have casual sex again with him in case he asks me to sleep with him.

Also, I’ve lost too much confidence in myself, I don’t even know if I’ll ever have someone attracted in me again.