Kundalini awakening my experience

Since my post about the firmament has led to such a lively and refreshing discussion, today I would like to talk about another topic that affected me about 15 years ago. I'm curious if anyone has experienced something similar or can comment on it. For a better understanding, I have to tell you a little about the history. At that time I was in a very dark phase of my life. I saw everything negatively, was lost, mentally devastated and lived with my brother. I don't want to go into detail about some of the things that happened back then, but they made me feel like something dark was surrounding my brother. He said and did things that a loving brother wouldn't actually do. This made me realize that good and evil actually exist, even in the physical world. One night, when I was completely overwhelmed by the whole situation, something inexplicable happened. I was lying in bed, unable to sleep, looking out the window - it was a clear night with a full moon, and suddenly a kind of cloud appeared in the middle of my room. Strangely, I wasn't afraid, just fascinated. After that I don't know much anymore. It was as if someone had inserted a USB stick into my brain, a feeling like a data transfer. When the night was over, I was a different person. I found myself in a state that I find difficult to describe. Suddenly everything made sense. I had no more questions, no need to talk, I just wanted to listen. I felt deep compassion for all people, suddenly understanding why they act the way they do - even when they do evil. There was no hate in me anymore, only love. I also felt a strong connection to nature. It hurt me when I saw trees felled or garbage lying on the streets. During this time I started painting, one picture after the other. One day I went to my brother, who was sitting apathetically in front of the TV as always, and said Sven, you're watching too much TV. Do something else. The next day, as we stood in front of an electronics store in Cologne, a man suddenly came out of the crowd, stopped in front of my brother, pointed at him and said You watch too much TV. Then he just kept walking. We were both completely shocked. At that moment I knew This wasn't a coincidence. Something really happened to me. My brother never really talked about any of this, but I saw that he felt the same change only he rejected it. I, on the other hand, really attracted people. Strangers came to me, told me their worries, started crying without knowing why. At first I thought it was nice, but over time it became a big burden. I began to see a glow in some people, a light coming from the abdominal region. Some radiated strongly, others weaker. All I felt for myself was a warmth in my stomach. But at some point it was all too much for me. I reached out... and after a few months this gift disappeared. Looking back, I think I should have handled it better. Later I came across the term Kundalini Awakening. What I read about it matched my experience exactly. Many report that this sudden spiritual awakening can be overwhelming. You suddenly see the world with a completely different consciousness - and are strangers to yourself. Things that used to be normal, laughing at others, talking badly, getting upset, lose their meaning. Instead, you try to see everything with understanding and compassion. But at some point it all became too difficult, too much for me alone. That's why I'm telling this story - in the hope that someone may have experienced something similar or would like to share their experiences.