This game kind of sucks item/balancing wise (this IS a rant)

Most of the useful items are from events which is SO dumb. Like "oh you want a chance at surviving AND have cool items? sucks for you should of played 4 years ago lmao" its so damn dumb. At least let the items be obtained from something other than limited time events. And the balancing for the horrors SUCK. HALF of them just straight outrun you and there's nothing you can do about it.