Help me please

I feel so lonely. I lost the loml and I feel so alone and sad. I have bpd and I was better since I got with him , Even if I was really sad sometimes , but now everything is coming back. I have like 10 anxiety attack in one day and the pills I take wont help Even if they are so strong . Im 16(F) I need Friends. I really want to talk to someone , please have some pity for me. I want Friends I can’t be alone that makes me want to Die.