Cursed

I think I’m cursed. No one ever compliments me, I’ve counted like 5 compliments recently (which is new sense that’s never happened) I used to get a lot of compliments when I was younger (like a child and pre teen then it stopped) I used to hate being complimented I would tell people not too and I guess that cursed me, now I’m invisible and no one compliments me or even acknowledges my existence. Or maybe I’m just unbelievably chopped and fat.