I want advice in my relationship

My relationship with bf is complicated We are in long distance There are many problems in our relationship But I just Let everything pass peacefully because I love him, and I know this is wrong, but he got the impression that I forgive too easily. Week ago I send him reels as normal But he just send me in wup to not send because he is sleep and his phone with his brother I said OK and not send anything else In the other day I send Because I told myself it’s just another day, and he’s awake and at work.I sent one funny reel — it wasn’t anything inappropriate — and then I stopped sending anything. Later, when I opened Instagram again, I was surprised to find out he had blocked me. So I went to ask him on another app why, and told him it must’ve been a mistake. But he replied saying, “I told you not to send anything, and you didn’t listen.” I responded politely, explaining that he only told me yesterday not to send because he was sleeping and his brother had his phone, and he never said anything else. I also told him his reaction was strange and wrote the rest of my message respectfully. He said, “I’ll explain when I get off work,” but days passed and he ignored me. I don’t like being stuck in the middle like this, so I sent another respectful message after days saying I had waited for his explanation and that I value honesty — he saw the message and ignored me again. Maybe when you read my message, it sounds childish — but his disrespectful behavior keeps repeating. I feel attached to him and I love him, but I also want to feel respected. There’s another thing: whenever I try to express my feelings, he misunderstands me and doesn’t even try to talk about it, which always leads to problems.