38[M4F]: how do you feel about your male friends jerking off and cumming to you?

I’m happily married, but I fantasise about a lot of women I know in real life on the side. I often jerk off to fantasies about them. It’s mostly my (married) friends, but also my friends’ wives, my wife’s friends, colleagues, and even some I really should not fantasise about. But I cant help it. It’s the best fantasies. Knowing the person, knowing their voice, their personality, reactions, etc. makes it so hot to imagine them, the interaction, their reactions, the sex. It makes the fantasies intense and realistic. Sometimes - often actually - I cum on photos of them. It’s weird, but it really fulfils the fantasy. It’s the closets thing to real life. And it looks amazing so see their pictures and faces covered in my cum. Turns me on so much. I have been doing this for a long time and it’s my absolute favourite way of jerking off and cumming (beats porn by a mile). Ladies, what would you think about being the center of any of your friends’ fantasies like that?