Me and my partner have classes of anal F28

For as long as I can remember I’ve liked the idea of anal even before I could understand what sex was I liked butthole… yes I was the weird girl who had stinky fingers

But as I’ve gotten older I’ve found the end game has gotten farther and further away when it comes to getting off or being satisfied with the end result. Sometimes I’ll just have a 2 hour session just riding dildos and not even get off it’s just part of my every day life. My partner has been with me since I was 15 him 18 and we’ve been together since so this is totally normal to him and we might watch tv while I ride for example, he doesn’t notice the tv much but here’s the thing I’ve done so much of it and it’s so constant that we’ve come up with a kinda like rating system from 1-10 and my partner might get home from work and see me getting all my toys out can be anything from a little plug to a 15” horse cock or 20” slink and he’ll say something like “ what are you in for today 7 or 8” like it’s just another day and then say once you get to 8 I’ll take over and then once I get to level 8 witch might be a 11” dildo and with an ass full of lube riding it until I can’t hold the lube in or can’t help but push due to the intensity and just be left a wet gaping leaking mess and then my partner will just come have his way with me.

1 being some simple fingering 5 being a say 8” whatever thick thin doesn’t matter And 10 being the full ive pissed myself or been pissed in and made to try hold it in while riding a huge horse cock or getting fisted but what makes it a 10 is whatever happens I have to ride or be fucked or something has to happen deep enough long enough filled enough that I can’t help but poop. that’s what makes it a 10 and I know that sounds weird and disgusting but my brain just doesn’t work like that. Idk why but the best analogy I can come up with is simply getting it until you lose bodily function and that’s the goal of 10. We don’t play with it or anything it’s more the anal we are focusing on we don’t really touch it once’s it’s out it’s always a “yuck wtf” moment after we finish and we say we’re never doing this again the clean ups to hard or were to old for this or whatever but a week later there I am trying to fuck the literal shit outa myself or my partner pissing in my ass knowing full well I won’t be able to hold it.

We are normal people with normal jobs we have friends over but nobody knows what we get up to other then a couple friends who suspect from Jake’s we shouldn’t make and people don’t know if we’re joking or not but play it off as if it’s not true kinda thing….. or is it? You get the point but my husband is 6’2 has a normal 6” dick maybe 85-90kg and a mechanic I’m 5’2 55-60kg and just ya topical dumb blond receptionist who’s just totally wrecked down there and corrupted a nice guy 😅