After I cheated on bf with black man, I can’t stop watching bbc porn

A few months ago, I cheated on my bf with a black man. The sex was so good, I keep thinking about it since then. Sex with my bf is not bad but during the intercourse, I keep imagining the big black cock.

Also, I got hooked on interracial porn. Particularly Blacked with blonde petite girls who look like me. I even ordered a realistic bbc dildo, my bf will be surprised once it arrives. I am thinking about surprising him with a video of me watching interracial porn while using the bbc dildo.