Tonight I am done

I am 87 Kilograms, over fed by parents and fat shamed by them, I was walking and they kept calling me every 5 minutes and began threatening me, took my phone saying I should sleep, I am 20 fucking 1 years old and do not need spoon feeding, I wanted better parents, I got India as my country, Shit Political and National System, Terrible Academics ruined my childhood, useless rules binding me and Visa Issues, I am off to US, marrying the first American Girl who consents and I plan to have children and end the abusive cycle, I am abused by my dad and dad was abused by Grandpa who regrets it and Grandpa was abused by Great-Grandpa who used to be a Cop who was abused by his own father, I hate this life and I see nothing to stay here for, since childhood I am seen as a Criminal, Troublemaker, Bad Influence and My parents abused me and humiliated me throughout and Reddit and their Auto Mods keep removing my posts and suspended my account because I as an Indian cannot express my self and views on other Indians, world is trapped and against Men especially Indian Men who are hated.

My Father calls me Abnormal Daily, saying I will never get a job because of my phone addiction, I will never give him a grandchild, my older brother would and second if I do, well I make sure to never repeat his mistakes, he started being nice when I was old, humiliated and forced to study, i wanted to end my life, my mother's friends harass me too, asking me questions about my girlfriend and I do not have a girlfriend and If I do it is not their concern to know or ask such stuff, very perverted behavior I receive from them, my mother defends that too, dad also does it and my brother despite being a jerk is fine.