Manifesting SP - SATS look exactly like I manifested it, but without SP

Hey guys! I just want to give you my quick journey showdown of how I’m on the way to get my dream life alongside with my SP!

So basically a month ago, we broke up w my SP right before moving to another city, where we’d be together. I had terrible time from the start (smoking pack a day, not going to gym, eating like shit and spending my money lavishly - even though I was at AirBnB) and then i started manifesting hard

Manifested signs - I saw them, kept me going (people telling me her name, angel numbers that i saw with tarot card readers (yes you heard me, was fun haha))

Manifested that “somebody will be feeling weak, but something great is gonna happen” - the friend that i’ve met, day later she tells me exactly “i feel weak” and right after, I got an offer at a job that would put me financially ahead and independent from my parents

I got a ROOM that looked like my SATS which i started doing like a week ago! (Balcony, bed position, mirror and a curtain with high ceiling) and a landlord which is such a sweetheart! (Also a fellow manifestor - Hi Zarina!)

Since yesterday when I moved here, I’m kinda enjoying it - decorating my room, playing music and enjoying the weekend before i start working, but i feel like the last piece is missing, which is my SP

I feel like I’ve manifested my life all correctly, but with her i feel like I manifested the waiting room - the state of actually anticipating it (like when you order a coffee) rather than having it right now. I know it sounds silly to come from my position, but did someone also felt like this or went through this? Or any possible advice or insights, I do SATS and i really enjoy it i feel giddy hehe, but i just find it hard to “have it” while we are in NC.

Any thoughts would be helpful, thank you and happy manifesting!