What is the point of life?

Sometimes I feel like everything is too late for me.

I am an adult, still stuck with no school degree. This year I applied for high school degree, i am having exams in 3 weeks yet everytime i sit down, i just can't help but think, what's the point?

What the point on this degree, does this exams decide my life? What am I without a degree? Will be parents disown me if i fail? What if i fail? Is this how my life better over? Does these exams, having a job decides a person's life?

Sometimes I get too blank, like everyone is running the race and I am sitting nearby on a bench.

What am I? Why do I do the things I do? Sometimes I don't understand my mind, sometimes I wish I could choose to vanish.

Sometimes I wish I don't had to deal with all this people, the situation which make me wanna cry my eyes out, everything is overwhelming.

And again, i end up sleeping in, and wishing i wake up in a different reality then this.