Growing distance

I’m going through a very rough patch and it’s made me really emotional. At times I I am have taken out on others one of them being my roommate. My roommate and I are very close and have finally opened up to her about my emotions and feelings which I rarely do. We have different views on a lot of things but get along very well until recently since I have been open about my feelings. My roommate isn’t very emotional available but she listen. Since I have been sharing my emotions with her she did express that she can’t do much for me which i guess is true but not the best to hear when you’re on an emotional rollercoaster. So I noticed that if I don’t make the effort to talk to her first that she won’t she much to me so that’s been a lot to deal with on top of my other emotions. I think we are growing apart which is happens but I still have to live with her until our lease is up and it going to drive me up the wall on top of everything else i have going on. It really sucks because this is first time i’m being vulnerable and asking for help and she’s can’t be there for me. Vent over.