I’m so tired of being tired

I hate complaining as this is a very wanted baby, and I am so grateful that at 37 I was able to conceive naturally and easily and it’s been an uncomplicated pregnancy…

But today I just feel like having a pity party. I have been SO TIRED the entire time (169 days to be exact.) I’ve just been merely existing and not enjoying life at all since I’ve been pregnant. I feel like I haven’t been a good mom to my 5 year old daughter because I have absolutely no energy and I just wish each day away.

My best friend is flying in to see me today (she lives about a 12 hour drive from me) and usually my excitement to see her is through the roof but I’m honestly so tired I just want to lie down and cry. I know this is temporary, and I’m so excited for baby to get here and they are already so loved… I just want my body back!!!!

Thanks for letting me vent 🙏