I accidentally kissed my best friend’s girlfriend.

Very long story short, our friend group was at a masquerade party. I decided to go last minute so I had no idea what anyone was wearing except for my other friend but that doesn’t matter.

I get there hella late and there is a shit ton of people. I’m talking up a lot of people. I haven’t really ran into any of my friends yet but I didn’t care. I’m not ashamed to say I was looking for a hook up.

I then found this one girl, all glammed up, makeup, mask, cool dress, gloves, basically the works. I didn’t realize it at the time a couple drinks in that she was my friend.

We were both yelling over the music so I didn’t quite recognize the voice. Whatever, I just didn’t know, she didn’t know.

Very late into the party, a lot of drinks down, I’m thinking I’m the best man in the world, I go for it. I kiss her. She pushes me away screaming “she’s married.” (They aren’t.) and then she runs away.

It wasn’t until like a week later that we were gaming together on call and we were talking about the party. She sent me some pictures of the group and I asked her who the person in red was and she said it was her. I nearly fucking died. That’s when she said some “green guy kissed her and she ran away.”

I have heartedly confessed I was the “green guy.” She was pissed at me for weeks but she never told her boyfriend that it was me. She did confess some guy kissed her but she never name dropped me.

I know it wasn’t on purpose that I kissed her, but I still feel horribly like I betrayed him in some twisted way. And what’s even worse is that confessing it now would be a shit show because it happened so long ago and she hadn’t given my identity away.

I’ve been just holding it in for so long and it’s not even like that horrible of a thing but I just feel so horrible.