Problems

So I am currently forced to take clopixol due to a cto for my schizophrenia that I believe not to have due to a brain scan that I did. It showed no neurologic problems. I have been on clopixol for almost 4 years now. These doctors are abusing me to the point where I damage my home, i spit all over my home its been 10 years now. My feces have changed and when ever I take a crap I will have this irritation in my chest that causes me to just lay there. I can barely watch television, I cannot play my video games anymore and would like to sue. Also all of this pain/control/suffering has been truly cruel of these people. Also there is a huge feeling on me that I will go somewhere after i die from these doctors which I truly disagree with. My question is how hard is it to win capacity control board and cto. I mean I have fought it a few times now only to lose. It doesn't really seem like these lawyers know what they are doing. I also find that the people in question are very dangerous people and I believe them to be threats to society that sort of did this to everyone that they could. I also have a history of black outs I have gotten jumped before and they crushed my skull and i got ran over by a car. You would think that would be enough but it was not for these people. I am just here sort of pissed forever. I am also on odsp getting less money then the norm and I have had a lot of problems with odsp. All this gunk is getting really nasty and my legs are getting smaller and smaller.