I'm so close

Just found out I'll be homeless again soon. After enduring torture, cancer, abuse, assault, rape, attempted murder, homelessness and loss...

I can't do this anymore. I'm so fucking tired of fighting so fucking hard....for nothing.

My health is in shambles, yet I do whatever I can to advocate and take care of myself. I have no family whatsoever. I'm scared for what's to come. I'm so over it. I'm just living on borrowed time anyway. So what would it even matter? What energy I do have... I've spent it serving the community and working hard at getting my health up

Why....why couldn't I just have a bit more time?! We're in a rental crisis for FUCK sake. The owners have so many properties. I feel so hopeless about it all. I don't even have a car to sleep in. I'm so fucked...as are my pets. I've failed them. Yet again.

Fuck life. Fuck this fucking shit show world of garbage. What the FUCK