what do I do now because I’m mentally drained..?

I don’t know how to feel what do I do for now on

I (20) f was in a relationship with (21) M that was toxic we would call him z I tried to communicate with the guy but he kept flipping it on me I told him that I did not like his mom in our problems but he did not respect that so he continued to tell her stuff that happened between us..then said mind you he did a lot to me he sexually assaulted me by putting his you know what on me in my sleep and masterbated in front of me without my consent before we dated..also told me that he forgets who I am sometimes and that he wants to fight me…yesterday I said that I wanted to sell my dog and he said do it or stop saying your going to do it and I said stop telling me what to with my dog he got mad he was supposed to walk with me to work but said he wanted to hang up so I hung up he called back and bribed me with food and lied we never got the food and we went to my job…

that’s day he He told me that I have a altanative that we could be friend or take a break or stop talking and I told him to choose because he was not happy he got mad at me saying I don’t care about him and stuff which I do love him and always tell him that.

Time skip today Today he said that he held a grudge on me because of the dog situation and I said you don’t hold grudges but he clearly did…he got upset because he wanted to get me angry because he likes to do it for fun and I got really pissed and that got him mad and he said give me back my jacket because he was going home I said okay be patient and I was taking it off his jacket and he said give me back my jacket and I said don’t rush me again and I said be patient and he said he’s not a patient guy and never will be I got pissed and said well you need to be then he got mad telling me to go home mind you im in front of my building so I said no you go fucking home because your in front of my house he said it’s not a house it’s a building.

I said you know what someday your going to have repercussions and he said what you going to do call someone and I said no and he was like you just said you would I was like no i didn’t then he jumped at me saying go on call someone I’m not scared I’m not scared stepping up at me.

I got really upset and I shouted at him I told him that I been putting up with his shit for too long and that I’m tired and I said that this is why your ex left you and I told him fuck you and your mom a bitch really angry because she’s been taking behind my back about me saying that she doesn’t want me and him to be together and that I have problems

Throughout the relationship He always wanted to have sex always asking me for a hand you know what all the time and then got mad when I said no and that for a boundary you should ask to touch or hug me because I don’t always want to be hugged or touched and he got mad at that And it’s the fact that he would do something then say that he would for give me like I did something to him… Genuinely what do I do I broke up with him but I feel like he will try to come back into my life how do I move on because he lives right next to my building and close…