Day 45.

Today at dawn I stayed watching TikTok for a long time, to my great regret women began to appear and I stayed in the loop watching, I spent about an hour and a half watching the TikTok videos, it was not explicit porn but it still caught my recognition circuit.

I feel horrible for having watched those TikTok videos despite not having been anything explicit, I don't know if I lost my streak, but what I know is that today I am more motivated than ever to continue.

This is not me, I am much better than this, I am much better than I was yesterday.

I have been going through too much stress and anxiety and I have found absolutely nothing to calm that feeling.