Creation or destruction

Torn apart pieced back together destroyed and rebuilt vaporized, and redesigned to be broke down in so many different ways. And rebuilt in so many different ways. I forgot if I have any original parts left. Quite honestly, it kind of a scary thought. How many times have you been broke down? Rebuilt destroyed to be recreated to have it all destroyed again, ripped away torn from yourself. To be afraid to be rebuilt again. To be redesigned again, not knowing what they take away from you every time they do. You can beg like your immortal soul was the last thing to be stripped from you for them to stop nd they still continue to try to destroy rebuild, manipulate and recreate something that was already what you were supposed to be. And they take it all away just to give you parts that you are foreign to things that you are weren't what you wear when you first would put on this rock?So I ask again, how many times have you been destroyed?Only to be recreated