Bullying for your entire life

There always seemed to be someone in every social setting who would single me out, someone who’d pick on me, treat me badly for no reason, make cutting remarks, or go out of their way to exclude me. Sometimes it wasn’t just one person; sometimes the whole group would turn against me. I never really understood why. Bullying was a constant presence, especially at school.

It wasn’t just my peers, either. Even some teachers/adults joined in. My primary school teacher made my life unbearable because of my ADHD and autism. Every day felt like walking into a battlefield. filled with fear, humiliation, and hatred. For most children, primary school is a time of comfort and innocence. For me, it was a nightmare. PRIMARY SCHOOL.

Things got slightly better in secondary school but the damage was done. I was still the one on the margins never respected, always a little apart.

Because of this, my self-confidence is quite low. I still isolate myself from most people and only hang out with a few friends who I feel comfortable with mentally. The people I can truly call my friends and confidants have always been from the internet for some reason.

I don't want much. I don't want to pursue my dreams; I just want to live as isolated from people as possible (the idea of living in a cabin in the woods in Norway or Canada really appeals to me), work a relaxed job, and spend most of my time on my hobbies and games.

Fuck People who made my life miserable.