I hate my life

I’ve always hated my life. I feel since my awful time in uni, I’ve hated my life thus far. No matter what Hobby I have where it be lego or drawing, I don’t really feel happy in life, I feel like a loser without a real Job. I’ve always been applying for jobs, getting constant rejections without any real comments. I’ve been on 0 dates because any person I speak to leaves, because I think I’m really boring or haven’t done much these past few weeks. I am trying to use my art skills to become a teacher but thats not anything interesting to note. Now I have a cold again and it could really be worse 😔