I'm a pathetic excuse of a human

I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so so sorry I suck as a human I suck I'm so sorry I made you feel so unwanted I hate myself for it I made you feel unwanted even after I know how it feels like My body just froze when I saw you after so long I hate that I just ran away I know I opened a wound you buried long ago I hate that I caused you pain I hate myself for it I hate it oh god I'm the worst human alive I hope that you steeled yourself up and you weren't affected by what happened as much as I You looked like a dream I hope life isn't tough for you And I'm not gonna make it tougher by entering your life again This is my version of tough love for you I'm so sorry once again So so sorry.