I feel bad🥀

I go to a coaching for learning english, i can't tell the coaching name for personal issues, but the teacher they provided for teach us english, feel like a crackhead like his personality, he behaves like a whole ass something, like he can do this/that if wanted but for unfortunately he couldn’t. And he just blah blah at class, and leaves, i feel like im wasting my time there, but as I already paid, i can't just leave. He also boosts himself saying he drinks and smokes.

The crackhead teacher also got a crash on a girl on that class, as well i listen some gossip from some girls, he actually proposed that girl..ewww!!! I really came here for learn something, not to waste my time doing illy-dilly. I feel like crying for my admission money and travel money. T T he is such a shit.

Today i also felt bad for a incident, ami ektu boka, if someone asks something for me i can't say, So meanwhile a girl ask me something suppose it was a pen, I should have said no, but ami bolod er moto disi, i can't tell what was the thing and he blasted out laugh with some other boys in the class. I felt so shame, i can't explain, Damn crackhead.