Am I the only one to absolutly hate top tier?

I am at rank VIII for germany since idk how long. But I am so disapointed that top tier is so trash.

Its not because I play a bit worse than 6.7 (Don't waste a comment just for a stupid meme). I actually got some nukes in top tier.

It just feels so brain dead top tier. Everything stabilised, laser rangefinder etc... If I get 3000 points in top tier I will never feel as proud as if it was at a lower BR like 6.7.

I think I just hate the quick gameplay of top tier, and the fact that you kinda play dead brain (due to all stabiliser and what not) without mentioning the absurd ammount of death leaver at this BR.