What do I have to do to be good enough. My affords keep being ignored.

I got told to dress more feminine. I go and dress more feminine It gets 100% ignored and even when i asked for thier opinion i get nothing back.

Why did i even put afford into dressing pretty when every time I do it just gets ignored???

I already got in big huge extreme conflict cuz i got told that im just lying because i never wear feminine clothes but every time i go all out with the most cliché stereotypical female clothes I can even find it just gets ignored.

Do they just want to make fun of me? Do they just want to make me look like a clown?

I dont understand it. What does being Trans even mean. It feels to me that you have to apply to be accepted by the community in a lengthy 20 year process. Why is it so difficult to accept someone new.