Fellow Atheist here: Do you ever wish god was real just to see it tear "Christians" apart for their hypocrisy and actions?

I struggle flopping between trying so hard to realize that not all Christians are the horrible people I see on my feeds, and social media, or in interviews on the news. I Try so hard to remember that there is a quiet minority of Christians who are not on board with this administration and the taliban they are building flying the flag of christianity on their mast. But it is really hard. And I find myself wishing that their "god" was actually real. Because if it were, it would judge them so harshly, and I might actually believe there was some justice in the universe after all.

Then, I realize it is just a fantasy, and there will be no justice for the attrocities I see committed by "Jesus people". And I feel sad.