Frustration at the world

I don’t know if this is something other people feel but recently i have just been so angry at the world as a whole. The entire life system is so stupid. I don’t know if i'm just being a massive pessimist but none of it makes sense, it feels like a giant scam. You need to eat so you need to buy food, you want to be warm and have a roof over your head-you need to work so hard you're barely enjoying the house, and you need to pay to keep having that. You buy a TV, oh you want to actually use this TV, you have to pay for a TV license. Everything just seems to work in a way that isn't in our favour. For me, the past four months have been absolute hell. I was hospitalised for my mental health the entire summer. I'm trying so hard to get back on my feet but i just can't. Everything takes so much energy and no one understands how hard it is to even do the mundane things of every day. I'm hungry but the kitchen i share with my housemates pisses me off because it's dirty and the oven is so old it confuses me. So then it's like do i just not eat or shall i order food but then i get upset because i'm having to spend money again. I'm not currently working due to my mental health and i have absolutely no purpose. Everything takes insane amounts of effort for me and i just don't have that, i don’t know what i want to do with my life because everything stresses me out and life is filled with stress every single day. I'm constantly questioning whether life is made for me and if me being here is a mistake. It shouldn't be this hard, it shouldn't. I'm sorry for the vent, i'm trying to find people who understand